Someone…, You…, IF…...

Life is full of turns and twists, filled with happiness and sorrows. Life is not a fairytale or a movie with a happy ending where the hero singlehandedly fights through everything and tastes success no matter what happens. There are times in life when we are filled with emotions that can't be handled by us alone, times when certain things make you go insane and you feel you have lost all your wisdom, times when u feel you have nothing left here to live, times when you feel like burying yourself somewhere deep down so that you don't have to face the world; the people, times when you feel you're not worth anything to anyone.
Bad times.
At such times you need
someone,
Someone to whom you feel like pouring your heart out to…
We, sometimes try to make ourselves and others believe that there's 'nothing' that's affecting us but,
this
Someone know there's 'something' hidden behind all your 'nothing`s'…

At times we behave like stubborn mules, make our mind up to not let anything out and yet,
U feel
Someone knows the way to your mind better than u do!
They manage to extract words out of you so easily as if they were raindrops falling out of dark heavy clouds, ready to pour and make you feel a lot lighter…
Though we don't feel like, we smile and make everything seem ok. But,
Someone can sense something is wrong even when you are trying to smile…
Someone knows what our 'I don't knows' mean..
and you know the list..
IF, you have met that
someone in your life then u need to know that someone is very very SPECIAL and is one who needs to be treasured!!

P.S: LOVE to all my special someone's! U all mean a lot to me!

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(R)adium and Potassium(K) overdose kills!

This week has been a week with a lot of mood swings and frustrations leading to mini depressions at times. Things haven't been going the way I wanted them to. I have been getting screwed by lectures continuously. How can they ever expect us (at least me) to sit like robots in class! I can't. I can't do anything to stop my yawns. I don't mind if am called the 'yawning girl' or whatever but screwing my happiness for no mistake of mine is not ok! And am not even allowed to speak out in defense! Injustice! No, it's not class room. I call it a torture room.

The bad sessional papers have been adding to this! They have been coming after a specific time gap during which I go into a mini depression recover only to realize that there's another repeat recycle of the thing that just happened. And am sick of how come so less? / really? Don't lie... from people when I tell them my marks. Y ask when you can't believe? The only good thing I can take from this sessional is that I was honest and dint copy. Not that we weren't allowed to but I dint want to :)

What do I do? I make plans... Study this and complete this today…but nothing works leading to more frustrations... I try to concentrate in class and understand something but everything flies over my head. And then all weird thoughts start coming into my mind…like how am screwing my life, what a loser I am etc...

I want things to get back to normal soon! I want good marks in the next sessional and a good gpa so that I can prove some thing's to some people! As for the torture part, I can't do anything much, I guess. But I'll have to see that it doesn't affect my mood. Need to create a 'don't care' attitude towards rk, The Manufacturing defect!

Hope next week will be a good one for me. Will the dreamsparkyatra and rose distributions help? I want them to! I want to have a happy week. I want my plans to work!

P.S: T's fun to listen to people taunt and get taunted!

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MY FIRST FOOTPRINT!!

It feels so nice t

o be stepping into t

his huge sea of blogg

ing. I have been reading

a lot of blogs latel

y and there was a

sudden desire to

start one and so i

am hereJThanks

a lot to Divya for i

ntroducing me in

to this sea. It was

your blog I starte

d reading first and

I love it! I wanna see a new post

on t soon! WELCOME EVERYONE!

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